ERNY GREEN

Singersongwriter

"HEARTLAND REVISITED" (2008)


WELCOME TO THE GOLDMINE

Wandering for ages, he said I’ve always tried to sing my song
I said; ‘Hey man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel goes round.

He knows so well the feeling of a spirit that is fading
I said; ‘Hey man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel go round.

If you’d see a real troubled man, take him to the source again
Lead him to the goldmine, turn him upside down

The freaky city overkill, they all come running down the hill
I said; ‘ Wow man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel go round.

And if you’re looking for an answer, take a look at all your friends here
There ain’t no one, no one here to countdown and stop the wheel go round
 


RED IS BEAUTIFUL

Day in day out, we have to face the rituals
Of everything we want and eveything we’ll never gain
You to be me, me to be you and everyone together too

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night
But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

Thinking thing, you’re everything, everything but life
Troubled seas, two enemies and in between a knife
Everything is slippery, but give to me, talk to me on ice

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night
But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

 

Carry a gun, point it on me… I won’t run
Carry a gun, shoot it on me…. Red is beautiful

Living in spiritual, giving in when time comes thundering
And everything gets nothing when life stops
Filling in the hidden things, ending life with red drops

Day in day out, we have to face the rituals
Of everything we want and eveything we’ll never gain
You to be me, me to be you and everyone together too

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night
But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

Carry a gun, point it on me… I won’t run
Carry a gun, shoot it on me…. Red is beautiful


ON THE BEACH

I’m waiting on a telephone
To ring a song so blue
A simple song that rings along
M y flesh and bones for you
For all the broken hearted
Make everything all right
But I lost my mind in the sun

I’m working hard, so very hard
Not to hear the news
But to think of her with her lover boy
I wonder what she feels
She could be just perfect
She could be all right
If only she knew how to smile

On the beach, nothing to do
On the beach I’ve got the same old feeling too
And if not about me, then all about you

I’m too old for rock’n roll,
I’m ready for the blues
And the sun goes down
But I’m still around
And it’s so good to be with you
Oh silver moon come shining over the water soon
And I’ll be in the mood for your love

 
FREE TO ROAM

The long way up was no long way down
t’s easy to fall with someone like you around
The way you ran really knocked me down
And the hole in my heart will be forever unsung

Free to roam, rock’n roll
Free to roam, but I wanna come home

The dreaming of was better then the best
And to swallow you now would really do the rest
But that’s all behind me now, you just let me down
And there’s one thing I know now I’ve turned around…

I’ve dreamed this dream that everything turned to past
But I won’t look back, I won’t look back
I just wanna come home


FALLING FREE

Darkness surrounds us and brittle brains we are
Nothing can stop us from falling from a star

And yonder only skies, blank spots in our minds

Spirits are crying an endless aching “why”
Oblivion’s appealing for nothing seems worth to try

But yes, I’m doing fine. All this lies behind
And I’m falling free

Sometimes I feel like I’ll leave it all behind
Dust on my lungs and black smoke around my mind

And yonder only skies, blank spots in our minds

Little by little I stumble to your door
Leaving the dust of my failures on your floor

But yes, I’m doing fine. All this lies behind
And I’m falling free

A million years late and a load on my shade
No fuel to create and I crash into fate
With one way to escape
It’s one step through the gates of my last dream

I drink myself to sleep, mama


GIMME GIMME

Always been living on the same energy
Sometimes I know it’s been too long since changes
Too long since anything different came along

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

If I laid your anger down, would you pay my space in gold
Would you let go of me, now my golden cage got old
Too long since freedom, or anything different came along

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

Soon you’ll be the one around my fence of all I say
Soon you’ll get me going down, down in your purple ways
Knock, knock on my beloved prison door
Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

Green grow the leaves, it’s raining. Step by if you want some
If not for the harvest party, be around if the sun comes
Too long since anything different came along
Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

Bull fighting, horse riding, flash lightning, I’ll take it all
Butterflies, cannonballs, aero planes, I’ll fly them all
Silver chains, concrete walls, iron bars I’ll break em all
Booby traps, waterfalls, cemeteries, I’ve walked them all


SILVERLAKE '91


Where she lives there’s a silver lake  
And she is naked all the time.
She has seen every single flower            
And she knows them all by name
She says I’m awake all of the time
So take your medicine and go to sleep…

Yes I’ve seen her in 1991
When a war had just begun
I was shaking, I could not face anyone
I was just longing for the sun
I’d been awake all of the time
So I took my medicine and went to sleep…

And now there’s buses, now there’s trains
They all run in to see
That she has gone over the planes
Beyond the mountains and the see
Somewhere it’s written, she’s awake all the time
So let’s take our medicine and go to sleep

WHAT HAVE YOU GOT IN RETURN ?

Here behind my window, where it's save and narrow
I'll cry these tears for you
Here in my kingdom with candlelights on
I'll do these songs for you. But what have you got in return ?

Don't switch the light on when you're in the white room
and I'll do these songs for you.
I'll drink on your health and I'll kill my own self,
I can do that all for you. But what have you got in return ?

Here on this graveyard, watch with upper regard
and tell me 'what are you ?'
Have you finally found out, now you can scream your life out
and I'll cease for you. But what have you got in return ?

You can clap your hands now, we could be  such friends now,
but is that all that we can feel ?
Could you express yourself now, or will you point your eyes down,
is that all that you can feel ? Is that what you got in return ?


THE WELL

 

Beautiful and blue eyed, running round in rags
Running for them bloodhounds, burning down your flag
In the wild open field no one’s digging you a hole
Come lay your head at rest now in the bunkers of my soul

Lead me down to the well of your red river
Let me suck it dry and let the Lord be forgiven

 

My words they all seem worthless, my tunes more weak then strong
For how much of my freedom can you buy with this song
Come let your spirit speak now, a new dawn has begun
Come father blow away now all this hatred from your son

Newborn little girl can I look you in the eyes
For all I know is nothing and all I say disguise
Come let me rock your cradle, you’re better off with lies
For the truth is far too painful and too many people died

DREAMROSE

She lies naked between dirty sheets
Someone is with her, but she's still alone
The room is filled by the smell of love
The flesh beside her makes her close her eyes

All her live she's been on the run
She dreams a world that will never come
And she lives her live on a rainbow
She's the gold of a rising sun

Once she lived with a motor freak
They were sleeping in the open fields
She cried; "Dream, dream along with me"
He said; "I love you, but you can't come with me"

And now she dreams on her own again
The endless river is her only friend
And she lives her live on a rainbow
She's the gold of a rising sun

You can dream if you hate your lies
You can dream if you hate your live
You can travel, but you won't arrive


CINDY (MR. NEEL’S DANCE)

I drove into the nightlife with just one single thing on my mind
The moon seemed full forever and the lights of the city made me blind
So I could only feel the hunger for a woman who would treat me just kind
Dry my tears, wash my scars away tonight

Oh, Cindy please, don’t call me no more
The sound of the phone hurts just like danger knocking on my door
Oh, Cindy please, don’t call me no more
You’re not the reason, you’re not the one I’m living for

So I was drifting even further away from home in my car
And in this late night movie I could barely make it to the bar
So I stared into a beer can, tried to meditate my soul into a star
Ain’t that far, ain’t that far out, my friend

The night it drew a picture that I just had to see
And I stared into a cradle, I saw a monster looking just like me
Oh, the weight of this fiction, how forever ready I’m to sleep
And this real life figure Cindy, how forever she will weep
With the stars, with the wind


SECTION 29

You say you are receiving a feeling deep inside
A holy wisdom in a vision, visiting at night
Well as far as I’m concerned this is wisdom of the wine
So I propose we’d call your vision ‘section 29’

In section 29 only spirits are awake
They don’t like alcoholics and they listen to Nick Drake
Well the last thinhg is forgiven, cause me I do the same
But let me have my liquor when I party in the rain

There’s too many things you tell me that I don’t like
There’s too many words for just one night
There’s too many things you tell me that I don’t like
Go back to what I’ve called your ‘ section 29’

Too much of the good things is too bad for the brain
Believe me I’ve seen many people drive themselves in sane
They come to you and say I am Jesus, I control your mind
Well let me call this mental sickness ‘section 29’

A rat is a noble creature, tight on its four feet
The only thing it cares about is garbage it can eat
So if you might run into one, be carefull when you speak
It won’t hear your moral complications and kills you when you’re weak

Now what was that you talked about, philosophy eased your pain ?
You shiver in your shoes for the world you’re in today
Now look at what a fool you’ve been to call your dream a name
If science won’t bring any fortune than why should you explain

Well I guess this shit will happen again and again
Go leave this place, live your life and take it as a man
You sit and talk as if someone put something in your wine
I guess it’s time we’re leaving ‘section 29’
 

BIG BOY CRY

I can’t stand not knowing where you are
And if you can’t come down, than please get out of town
So I could lay my head in total rest tonight
On a pillow full of life, some memories never die

This girl feeds me, she fill the holes in my head
Have you ever seen a big boy cry

So take a train, my love, for you can’t face it all
A long black train, my love, that never comes around
And that’ll be all there was, an empty hole of love
A history drifting off from a day that wouldn’t laugh




 

"IN A CABIN WITH ERNY GREEN" (2007)


WISHFUL THINKING

What comes slowely rolling round the corner,
Barely dressed girl in a limousine.
She’s your sun after rainy days
Coming down from the silver screen

And you wish she would stop for you,
You wish she would fall for you
Wishful thinking on a rainy afternoon

And by the time that you’ve just stopped wondering
You will see what you’ve never seen
A simple bird taken from the country,
A sack of bones in a cold machine.

But you still wish she’d belong to you,
And you wish she would talk to you
Wishful thinking on a rainy afternoon

You’re halucinating,
too many days of rain,
on a sunny station,
she’s your walking train….

You wish she’d belong to you
You wish she would comfort you
Wishful thinking on a rainy after, Wishful thinking on a rainy after
Wishful thinking on a rainy afternoon


SLEEPY SONG

These wild eyes they look upon you
They search a memory, a certain flavour
They try so hard
Would you like to be so kind to sleep beside me
With your hands upon me
And just love me….

And when the morning comes
I’ll sing my sleepy song
For you to come, for you to come.


All the litter starts to cry.
I am falling from your deepest sky,
I am falling all apart
Did I have to try so hard
To write it all down in bloody rhyme,
It was written from the start

Chorus


DIAMONDS, TEARS AND TRAINS

The ink is printed deeper in the page these days
The lines are written on my skin some way
And our tears come streaming like a waterfall
But right now, my girl, I’m keeping my hands on the ball

The maid in the kitchen was on leave today
And the Lord took the first train to the Milky Way
And the bricks piled up high like a wonderwall
Right now, my girl, I’m sitting on top of the world

I’m swimming when I drown, sing it when I’m down
Yeah,  I’m rolling my way
And I owe you nothing, I just took all your your money

for diamonds tears and trains
You are a winner where I’m just a singer, that’s all
Tell me your story and I’ll paint your glory on the wall

It all gets straight and bitter, gets bigger and vague
And the endless roaring thunder makes the bedroom shake
The message comes in easily like a telephone call
But right now, my girl, I’m hanging here, high on the wall



SECOND SKIN

She called me up last night
Said I"ll pick you up outside
Take you for a ride
So I knew ....right away
This girl is gonna stay
Hey Hey

So I stepped into her car
We were heading for the stars
She’d never taken me this far
So I knew ....right away
This girl is gonna stay
Hey Hey

Now we're heading North, it's getting colder
The trees get balder now we're heading North

I need a second skin

She used to set me on fire
Chained my soul with barbed wire
She's the one man choir
Hey Hey


I'd better shape up this time
Raise my tongue for better lines
For she's the one who's still alive
Guess I knew ....all the way
This girl is gonna stay
Hey Hey


MARY JANE

If you ask me about Mary Jane

I guess I've seen her in better shape
The way she sings her favourite song.... I don't' know

So the last time you saw her must have been years ago
When her name was sung in every radio show
I forgot the name of who sang that song... well you know


It doesn't matter anymore
Something came breaking through her door         CHORUS
What a waste, Mary Jane, what a waste....


I just passed her on my way back home
By her shed along a dessert road
Where she'll be left alone on her solid stone in the sun

Well I still think of Mary Jane
As teasing like a threatening rain
And she always smiles when I dream her face, but you know


Chorus




"SCARFISH LOVE ON WINGS OF MOJO WIRE" (2005)

 

SILVERLAKE '91

 

Where she lives there’s a silver lake

And she is naked all the time.

She has seen every single flower

And she knows them all by name

She says I’m awake all of the time

So take your medicine and go to sleep…

 

Yes I’ve seen her in 1991

When a war had just begun

I was shaking, I could not face anyone

I was just longing for the sun

I’d been awake all of the time

So I took my medicine and went to sleep…

 

And now there’s buses, now there’s trains

They all run in to see

That she has gone over the planes

Beyond the mountains and the see

Somewhere it’s written, she’s awake all the time

So let’s take our medicine and go to sleep

 

DINER IN MY CAVE

 

I'll ask her in, out of the rain

And we'll have diner, diner in my cave

I'm a hunted wolf, don't wanna run no more

She talks like an angel and she fucks like whore

 

And she's never fake, never sick of my ways

But she's always late for diner in my cave

 

She's the medicine girl at the end of the block

She took my money and she took my heart

Shows me the latest fashion since I've gone wrong

She stole my radio but sings me the latest songs

 

BROKEN HEART AND HAMMERING RAIN

 

Broken heart and hammering rain

Nerves battered by the wind

As a young girl Maggie got invited

To her story to begin

 

Where as live to you seems simple

She stepped on the wrong train

A white line time bomb ticking

That blew up right in her face

 

Man, she could rain

Upon a hill, looking out for love.........

 

She's much older than me

And I could be down on the ground

Down on the ground, a young boy begging

But she'd be gone without a sound......

 

THE FLOWER AND THE BEE

 

Live it ain't easy

And it ain't gonna be

So much better on the freeway

Where you'll be travelling with me

There's no one out there to please you

Everyone is more in need 

Then being able just to reach you

Tomorrow you will see, you will see 

 

And in the morning comes the rain

 

Live it ain't easy

But every summer's got a breeze 

And plenty of shaddow around to please me

Among the flowers and the bee

You're the flower, I'm the bee, babe

Just sit around and wait

For me to climb into your tree, babe

And bring you harvest from my seed

 

Live it ain't easy

And it ain't so hard to see

That you will never come to please me

Whenever I'm in need

Hey babe, take a wild break

No matter what you do

For some of us are from the ice lake

And some on fire just for you

 

GONE

 

It's been long and I wonder where he's gone

And I wonder if he's fine, while I lost my sense of time

The night is pretty long and it's freezing

 

But than at dawn, he comes up to me

He's singing the song that I couldn't be

He's ready to rise where I start to fall

I hold my hands up high, but he's in the sky

Gone........

 

It's so still and I can't say nothing

Let's hear it from the wind, just sit and ask the wind

For it knows where he's been, but it's ceasing

 

A LONESOME VOICE IS A-WAILING

 

A lonesome voice is a-wailing on a sunday afternoon

A lonesome voice is a-wailing a simple sunday tune

I rode down north the highway with a brand new set of strings

A lonesome voice is a-wailing, hear the rider now he sings

Strange, strange......

 

Every time I'm rolling, I'm rolling on the wind

Every time I'm rolling, I turn and turn again

December's cold but summer's on my mind again

I'm flying back to Mexico, I'm gonna buy myself a van

 

Now the night has fallen and I'm sitting on the floor

In a crowded house with people that I've never seen before

I know this may sound strange, but you're worthy of a song

Thanx for being nice to me and thanx for being young

 

Strange, strange, but I feel the way

Like I can't recall I 've ever felt before

 

The wheels now roll me home again like nothing has begun

The radio plays Dylan and I'm staring at the sun

Oh neigbour in this Northern town, I'l remember you for long

You'll be on my mind again every time I sing this song 

 

Strange, strange, but I feel the way

Like I can't recall I 've ever felt before

Strange, strange, but I feel the way

The way it must have felt ten years ago.....

 

DREAMROSE

 

Se lies naked between dirty sheets

Someone is with her, but she's still alone

The room is filled by the smell of love

The flesh beside her makes her close her eyes

 

All her live she's been on the run

She dreams a world that will never come

And she lives her live on a rainbow

She's the gold of a rising sun

 

Once she lived with a motor freak

They were sleeping in the open fields

She cried; "Dream, dream along with me"

He said; "I love you, but you can't come with me"

 

And now she dreams on her own again

The endless river is her only friend

And she lives her live on a rainbow

She's the gold of a rising sun

 

You can dream if you hate your lies

You can dream if you hate your live

You can travel, but you won't arrive

 

TURN ME ON

 

I've been the world around

I've never been so down

Stuck here in this town

It's always been the same dumb town 

 

The sun's behind a cloud

And my body's on the ground

How I wish to jump around

Scream my lungs out, far too loud

That only you can set me on fire

That only you can turn me on

 

So I guess it's time to work things out

Get ready for this town

Make my way around

With my feet high off the ground

 

I've been talking in my sleep

I've been trying just to keep

A little peace for all the weak

All together we could be

At ease as all the sheep

In a field nearby the see

In the sunshine we will be so strong

 

So I guess it's time

I guess it's time to turn me on

 

HOMEBOUND TREE

 

So sad when I travel, I'm a homebound tree

A crying dog stumbling down the street

Living on whatever people throw at my feet

The women were few, but at least they were sweet

As to my bare feet, a cold marble floor

Oh please mister Spirit, don't haunt me no more

 

I can run like a horse with a child on my knee

In any situation, Lord, I can be free

Open all your doors and still I won't fear

The devil in you, cause he's inside of me too

 

Mostly I don't listen, she's just hurting my spine

And I do as I like, cause I don't wanna waste my time

On diners by candle light, her ultimate dream

But I can always change my opinion if this ain't what I mean

For there's my sweet angle and she's banging on my door

I wanna go with her by midnight to be back here no more...

 

UNTILL SHE'S GONE

 

Do you have the time to think a while

About the girl beside you all the time

Not until she's gone will you know

The loneliness, the empty bed

Believe me it hurts

 

So untill she's gone, love her

 

She's waiting, she's waiting, you fool

You've held your ears, you've closed your eyes too long

Can't you hear her soul so clear; she's calling, she's calling

Don't you see her heart needs something strong to hold on to

 

 


"SLOW TRAIN TO NOWHERE" (2003)

 

ON THE BEACH

 

I’m waiting on a telephone

To ring a song so blue

A simple song that rings along

M y flesh and bones for you

For all the broken hearted

Make everything all right

But I lost my mind in the sun

 

I’m working hard, so very hard

Not to hear the news

But to think of her with her lover boy

I wonder what she feels

She could be just perfect

She could be all right

If only she knew how to smile

 

On the beach, nothing to do

On the beach I’ve got the same old feeling too

And if not about me, then all about you

 

I’m too old for rock’n roll,

I’m ready for the blues

And the sun goes down

But I’m still around

And it’s so good to be with you

Oh silver moon come shining over the water soon

And I’ll be in the mood for your love

 

BIG BOY CRY

 

I can’t stand not knowing where you are

And if you can’t come down, than please get out of town

So I could lay my head in total rest tonight

On a pillow full of life, some memories never die

 

This girl feeds me, she fill the holes in my head

Have you ever seen a big boy cry

 

So take a train, my love, for you can’t face it all

A long black train, my love, that never comes around

And that’ll be all there was, an empty hole of love

A history drifting off from a day that wouldn’t laugh

 

I’M NOT HIDING ANYMORE

 

I can sit on your floor

Without checking out your door

I start breathing more and more

I’m not hiding anymore

 

You cannot fool me with your freeway

You cannot fool me with your heyday

I will no longer run in vain, babe

I’m not hiding anymore

 

This is my game, runs through my veins

Returns again and again and again and again

 

Now look up to the sky, babe

Is there something more to see then clouds, babe

I’m not saying there’s only rain babe

But I’m not hiding anymore

 

I’m sick and tired walking sideways

No salvation came with wild days

Oh, there ain’t no such thing anyway

I’m not hiding anymore

 

And now you say you are in pain, babe

That all your actions are in vain, babe

I guess I shouldn’t talk this way, babe

But I’m not hiding anymore

 

MR. BIGSHOT

 

To talk like you is to be like you

Is to feel like you

In a way we could have the same dream too

Any day I’m in mindless wondering

I do my thing

In this dream we would think the same way too

 

I’ll be judgeless to what you’ve done to me

And I’ll be chainless, I’ll be me

And   in a way I’ll be free

Hey, hey mr. Bigshot dance for me

 

It rains on you and it rains on me

It rains for long

It’s the same rain falling on everyone

On the ambassador, on any celebrity

But don’t get me wrong,

It’s the same rain falling on everyone

 

Across the little bridge

Over the small canal

It’s the borderline to this little city of mine

I look at them and they look at me

I could be all right

But it’s the right place at the wrong time

 

AMSTERDAM

 

Oh woman, I know what you need

You don’t wanna be free

Love is simple and love is sweet

But it was never gentle to me

So what about this man, willing to die

Would he go lean on a friend

What about this monkey, imprisoned in mind

He takes the train to Amsterdam

 

Oh Amsterdam, you’ve always been

A complete stranger to me

Whenever we meet you are perfectly sweet

But you suck the heart out of me

 

The busking grows ugly, competition is strong

The streets ain’t for dreaming no more

So to hell with your statues, to hell with this song

This ain’t what I’m living for

And the hookers they’d all love to spit in my face

The dealers call me a whore

But I have to be chained by your sweet embrace

Until I can’t breathe no more

I’m taking the subway and I’m thinking of home

The children must be sleeping by now

And I run for the bullets hiding in your guns

I fear the wrong side of the law

 

Well I must admit we had a good time

But I was fucked up and down

And I thought of you worth to be written in rhyme

Carved in the Merry-go-round

But now is the time that I’m leaving you

The pleasure never was mine

I look over my shoulder back in my car

And I see your pretty lights shine

 

CRAZY

 

I’m gonna sew you, babe, let the courtroom swell

Ain’t no one in there, babe, who’s gonna wish you well

I’ll walk out in celebration. Yes, you will be surprised

How all the friends we had together will be on my side

Crazy (out of your mind)

 

I’m gonna sew you, babe, I’ll go all the way

I’m gonna take the children, take them down to Spain

Gonna buy me a caravan, live on a mountain high

I’ll be drinking in the village, every single night

Crazy (out of your mind)

 

Now I wonder why they threw me in a prison cell

A fucked up man just killed his woman

Oh Lord, help me pray

Lord, I miss my children, every second of the day

And if I’ll die I’ll take them with me

Oh Lord, show me the way

Crazy (out of your mind)

 

BIG BAD WORLD

 

Your little baby is sixteen now

And she’s out there on the street

So let your tears flow freely now

Let your poor, poor mother’s heart bleed

 

Your little baby is sixteen now

Sixteen years they have gone by

Now hum a little lullaby

For all we know is that you’ve tried

 

She’s your sweet baby, she’s your little girl

And she’s lost forever in this big bad world

 

Now she might be on a train

And jump off in between

Two showers of heavy rain

And she might see what we have never seen

 

She will grow older now

Much faster then you and me

She needs a shoulder now

For she will be forever falling free

 

WIZZARD

 

I’m on a slow train to nowhere, what it means I don’t know

And if I could lay my hands upon you, I would lay my sword aside

I did rocking and rolling in no time, I made the sun come up and go down, you know

If I could twist my legs around you, we would see the moon before it shined

I’m your wizard, babe

 

The good thing with dying is that I won’t be born again

And all the things that I desire will be buried by my side

All your fears will turn to laughter, but oh, you lost your biggest fan

I’ll be dancing in the daytime and I’ll be back for you tonight

I’m your wizard, babe

 

Mercy, oh mercy

 

FORSAKEN

 

I’m stuck in this room with you and you and you and you and you

I wanna be a part of, but I don’t know what to do

It’s true; I ain’t no good

 

I’m a pain in the ass and I walk in your way, I’m in a very bad mood

I don’t deserve no affection, I deserve pain

It’s true; I ain’t no good

 

Forsaken

 

There are no words left, now I’ve reached the depths of inner mankind

And now I finally got there I still need much more

But that’s what I had just left behind

 

DONE IT ALL WRONG

(see “1992”)

 

EPILOGUE

 

Stranded in the sun

An empty bottle of wine in my hand

I’m longing for shadow

I wanna be the drummer in the band

The smile in the mirror has faded

Has come to an end

Well any way, a good thing has happened to me

I’m going out with a friend

Oh babe, I miss you

 

 


 

"HOME ON A HORSE" (2000)

 

GIMME GIMME

 

Always been living on the same energy

Sometimes I know it’s been too long since changes

Too long since anything different came along

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

 

If I laid your anger down, would you pay my space in gold

Would you let go of me, now my golden cage got old

Too long since freedom, or anything different came along

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

 

Soon you’ll be the one around my fence of all I say

Soon you’ll get me going down, down in your purple ways

Knock, knock on my beloved prison door

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

 

Green grow the leaves, it’s raining. Step by if you want some

If not for the harvest party, be around if the sun comes

Too long since anything different came along

Gimme gimme gimme enough of this

 

Bull fighting, horse riding, flash lightning, I’ll take it all

Butterflies, cannonballs, aero planes, I’ll fly them all

Silver chains, concrete walls, iron bars I’ll break em all

Booby traps, waterfalls, cemeteries, I’ve walked them all

 

FREE TO ROAM

 

The long way up was no long way down

It’s easy to fall with someone like you around

The way you ran really knocked me down

And the hole in my heart will be forever unsung

 

Free to roam, rock’n roll

Free to roam, but I wanna come home

 

The dreaming of was better then the best

And to swallow you now would really do the rest

But that’s all behind me now, you just let me down

And there’s one thing I know now I’ve turned around…

 

I’ve dreamed this dream that everything turned to past

But I won’t look back, I won’t look back

I just wanna come home

 

 

WISH I HAD THE TIME

 

The many burdens I did carry, the many streets that I did roam

And the love, love, love people gave me. It still left me blue

 

The water was wasted by the gallon and all the coins in the well dried up

So I bought all the things I thought I owed. It still left me blue

 

I wish I had the time to see all through

I wish I had the time to start a new

I wish I had the time for you

Please, love me always…

 

I said; ‘Would you like to be tied to a chain and cry all day like a dog’ .

She said; ‘It doesn’t bother me, you know, I don’t care.’

I got so mad, I stomped into the woods on that Sunday afternoon.

I resolved to sit there without food in order to go back and pack my things to leave. 

In a few hours a voice was calling from the house for supper, but I wouldn’t come.

Till finally, there she came out to my tree and begged me to come back.

 

Well I was free in solitude, till I was free to settle down

Now I’m free in matrimony. It still left me blue

 

WELCOME TO THE GOLDMINE

 

Wandering for ages, he said I’ve always tried to sing my song

I said; ‘Hey man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel goes round.

 

He knows so well the feeling of a spirit that is fading

I said; ‘Hey man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel go round.

 

If you’d see a real troubled man, take him to the source again

Lead him to the goldmine, turn him upside down

 

The freaky city overkill, they all come running down the hill

I said; ‘ Wow man, welcome to the goldmine. Watch the wheel go round.

 

And if you’re looking for an answer, take a look at all your friends here

There ain’t no one, no one here to countdown and stop the wheel go round

 

On a wasteland in a wasted dream, I weigh myself over and over again

Till you wait and see, wait and see, I’ll shut my mouth till the morning comes

And I can see your eyes full of stories, full of dreams, wasted dreams

I take the car with my children in the back, drive out of town

Upon a hill so that we can see the city, the city at night

Oh yes, they’re tired, but their eyes sparkle with wonder

And they asked me questions about the grown up people, dancing, drinking.

Well, I guess they pretend they are doing fine

 

CAPTURED

 

So you need no one and no one will ever need you

Than what’s the use for me now to keep your name in mind

And if you keep being hurt by love and affection

And all approach will be rejected

Than life most likely will never be kind

 

You seem free from a distance, free from a distance

But in the heart of the matter, captured by love

 

You choose to have no one, no nothing, no friend

Like Old Shatterhand riding a horse into the blind

Untill your roots rot from under the soil that you walk on

The rain here will drown you and tomorrow will be forever behind

 

BACK IN YOUR ARMS TO STAY

 

I got home on a morning late September

Many tears rolling down my face

It’s been my home as long as I remember

And I’d lie if I said it ain’t my place

 

I got home on a morning late September

And it seems as if it’s been just for days

For all the better moments I remember

Darling please, don’t send me away

 

It was my horse that didn’t want to run this way

It were my mates that I could not persuade

To let me go, let me go

Back in your arms to stay

 

Tell me babe, has life for you been changing

Is there still an empty place in your heart

That I could fill up to be your guardian angel

Or has someone else been tearing us apart

 

I can’t say that I’ve been the perfect man

I can’t tell you how sorry I am

But can you forgive me

Tell me that you can

 

WINTER’S ON ITS WAY

 

Dark glasses on, my ass on the lawn

I’m counting sparrows, it’s a black sky now

One year’s gone and one’s to come

And it ain’t gonna be my favorite one

Winter’s on its way

 

Wherever you’ve been, I followed you down

I must have seen the world by now

Well gone is my horse, something’s so wrong

I’m stuck in the North and I’m stuck in this song

Winter’s on its way

 

Let the sunlight come by millions now

A million sparkles on my tired eyes

Let the gentle waves pull me down

Pull me down to where the sun will rise to stay.

 

I’m bored right now and I’m singing a song

It ain’t too much, but it has to be sung

Let’s all gather in a southbound train

Helter shelter for an autumn rain

Winter’s on its way

 

STANDING ON A WHALE

 

The one forbidden thing

Is judging upon whatever you see

So kiss the snake on the nose

Three times and your apple’s for free

 

Standing on a whale, fishing for wittings

Don’t you feel a fool, well you are a fool

Here is a light;

‘Know who you are and you are’

 

So God is your spirit and your spirit is God

Lay off your symbols and lay off your sword

Make no more promises for the sake of your Lord

Take no more possessions that you cannot afford

 

Blues might be the key to you

To the door that keeps hidden the blue

So give me some of your precious time

And I’ll try to sing this little heaven of mine

So cry out, cry out who you are

Know who you are and you are

 

THE WELL

(See ' Expectations')

 

 FALLING FREE

(See ' Expectations')

 

TAKE IT

 

This is not a revolution, this is not a home sweet home

This is not the resurrection, this is just a rock song

So take it…..

 

No longer wanting, just move your ass around

No longer waiting, just turn it upside down

And take it….

 

This here is your president, he’s talking there for you

Let him hear your hands clap, let him hear your voices to

He says; ‘Don’t you hang around here and you’ll find a lot of money

in the system that I’m running. You will find some culture to

Everyone is happy here, we did it all for you

So if you wanna join us, come on there’s work to do

It’s gonna break you heart in two. So take it

 

Everyone’s a criminal, but that’s all right with me

I’ve always been in favorite of everything for free

So take it….

 


 

 

"EXPECTATIONS" (1997)

 

COMES A TIME, COMES A LIGHT

(see “1992”’)

 

THE WELL

 

Beautiful and blue eyed, running round in rags

Running for them bloodhounds, burning down your flag

In the wild open field no one’s digging you a hole

Come lay your head at rest now in the bunkers of my soul

 

Lead me down to the well of your red river

Let me suck it dry and let the Lord be forgiven

 

My words they all seem worthless, my tunes more weak then strong

For how much of my freedom can you buy with this song

Come let your spirit speak now, a new dawn has begun

Come father blow away now all this hatred from your son

 

Newborn little girl can I look you in the eyes

For all I know is nothing and all I say disguise

Come let me rock your cradle, you’re better off with lies

For the truth is far too painful and too many people died

 

DEAD END ROAD

 

I feel this journey’s ending.

All the company has gone

All the seats are empty

I’ve been on this road too long

 

Can’t you see I’m hiding

While the moon reflects my tears

For too long I’ve been riding

And the feeling disappears

 

Lead me on, help me off the freeway

It’s a dead end road………

 

Now the car starts bending

As I slowly turn the wheel

I watch the night surrender

But how will I know that you’ll be here

When the night will reappear

And my mind will be unclear

Could you take the trouble

Could you free my eyes from fear

 

MR. NEEL’S DANCE

 

I drove into the nightlife with just one single thing on my mind

The moon seemed full forever and the lights of the city made me blind

So I could only feel the hunger for a woman who would treat me just kind

Dry my tears, wash my scars away tonight

 

Oh, Cindy please, don’t call me no more

The sound of the phone hurts just like danger knocking on my door

Oh, Cindy please, don’t call me no more

You’re not the reason, you’re not the one I’m living for

 

So I was drifting even further away from home in my car

And in this late night movie I could barely make it to the bar

So I stared into a beer can, tried to meditate my soul into a star

Ain’t that far, ain’t that far out, my friend

 

The night it drew a picture that I just had to see

And I stared into a cradle, I saw a monster looking just like me

Oh, the weight of this fiction, how forever ready I’m to sleep

And this real life figure Cindy, how forever she will weep

With the stars, with the wind

 

FALLING FREE

 

Darkness surrounds us and brittle brains we are

Nothing can stop us from falling from a star

And yonder only skies, blank spots in our minds

 

Spirits are crying an endless aching “why”

Oblivion’s appealing for nothing seems worth to try

But yes, I’m doing fine. All this lies behind

And I’m falling free

 

Sometimes I feel like I’ll leave it all behind

Dust on my lungs and black smoke around my mind

And yonder only skies, blank spots in our minds

 

Little by little I stumble to your door

Leaving the dust of my failures on your floor

But yes, I’m doing fine. All this lies behind

And I’m falling free

 

A million years late and a load on my shade

No fuel to create and I crash into fate

With one way to escape

It’s one step through the gates of my last dream

 

I drink myself to sleep, mama

 

HEAR THE WIND COMES ROLLING HOME

 

Listen, the wind comes rolling home

With stories long unknown

For a long time it has blown

Now lays down in a song

 

Sounds from long before the word

That came to us and cursed

All of us who heard

The beauty of the song

 

Hear the wind is rolling home

 

Watch, the sun is on its way

Forever here to stay

And we don’t have to say a word

Just sing a song

 

The time won’t slip away no more

A breeze to blow our ships ashore

No sign of night, no sign of war

Just the sense of sailing home

 

Drink the dew fresh from the lawn

We’ve been waiting far too long

Drink the dew before it’s gone

We’ve been waiting far too long

 

GREEN FIELDS

 

Sometimes you feel that it is time to get that cloud out of your mind

So search the skyline through the windshield for a saviour of any kind

And than three motorcycle boys, passing on the bridge

Outlined black on the deep red sun going down beyond

The green fields of my country

 

With hungry headlights and a radio station on my way

Waiting on some magic or sensation of a sweet light rain, and than…

 

You know a story of a boy with his new little toy

On wheels, on the ground, oh Lord give me some gasoline

That I may ride this country a million times around,

Starting right now

 

So this is true in stories that you read when you are young

And now it happens just before my eyes and in this song…

Three motorcycle boys……

 

VISIONS FROM HELL

 

Save this boat from sinking though the game seems done

Save our souls from shrinking though all hope seems gone

The chaos is strong and the nights are long

And there’s no one in this wilderness that could do us no wrong

 

If people talk salvation, than wish them they’re right

Cause even if salvation’s just a shimmering light

The dream is justified and it makes it better to fight

Then to sit on our asses and choke in the night

 

Bring wisdom, bring wisdom for the chosen few

That must lead the many on their way through

 

You can call this sickness ignorance, you can call it what you want

You can call your life a misery, well  if that’s what you want

You’ll get it for free, but ain’t it easy to see

That life is running backwards if you don’t do what you feel

 

Those who’re preaching liberty mean nothing to me

Cause preaching brings no guarantee if the preacher’s not free

So just be good to yourself and to anyone else

And forgot what I told here, speak for yourself

 

It’s hard to say anything if you see what I see

It’s hard to say anything and if it was up to me

We’d ignore what is said and we’d clean our heads

From the books that we read to live it instead

 

Sleep well, sleep well

May you’re dreams be free from those visions from hell

 

FEAR

 

Brittle eyes in this cruel, cruel world of action

Brittle eyes of unbelief

Brittle eyes in this fatal world of fiction

She wants to walk on water but goes underneath

 

A river is no river if that river’s gone dry

You’re just challenging your liver

And you know you’re gonna die

A river is no river if that river’s gone dry

 

Brittle eyes in this steel and concrete jungle

The engine of her life’s now put into another gear

Hidden visions she points out with her fingers

She’s just too young to smell the danger here

 

See the tissue on the table

See her spitting on the floor

All her senses now gone stone dead

The last twitching on the floor

Is there life in this bloodshed

Is there life in this whore

 

Fear     

 

SECTION 29

(See “1992”)

 

BABY BLUE

 

I’m lying on a sofa at a party of a friend

A lady on each side of me, a  reefer in my hand

The lady on my right says ‘I’m at your command’

“You can do what you want with me” I said; ‘Please understand

That I’m not at all after you, I’m looking for my Baby Blue”

 

Now crazy Celia, she’s sitting left of me

Says ‘I’ve got a big car, will you drive with me’

I said; ‘No, no, no, drive with anyone but me,

You must be thinking you’re on your way to be free

Well, who do you think you are talking to

I’m looking for my Baby Blue’

 

Now speedy Franklin comes and he is promising the sky

But I can’t seem to find the pupils in his eyes

He keeps mumbling I could be next to see his paradise

Well I don’t need your medical advice

I don’t need nothing from this store of you

I’m looking for my Baby Blue

 

Now college boy Harry says he’s got this strange idea

Baby Blue was in the kitchen, waiting with my beer

She gave it to another guy with whom she disappeared

So I kicked Harry to the floor left him trembling with fear

And stood up from the sofa saying ‘Good night to you

I’m leaving for my Baby Blue’

 

So I walked into the garden and the moon was shining bright

I found my Baby Blue in the shadow of the light

I caught her with a rock star, I invited him to fight

The rock star and my Baby Blue, they both died in the night

And next came a cop, he said; ‘I’m looking for you’

‘Well, I was just looking for my Baby Blue’

 

Twenty five days later I stood up in court

For a judge who must have won an academy award

He says; ‘this case looks clear to me, I can’t keep it short

Tomorrow you can choose between hanging and the sword’

I said; ‘No, no, no, is there no mercy left in you

I’ve done it all for my Baby Blue

Next morning I awoke between the blankets oh so clean

Baby Blue was next to me, oh my candy, oh my cream

‘No never will I kill you’, I awoke her with a scream

and half asleep she asked me; ‘did you have a bad dream’

so listen to a wise guy warning you;

‘Always keep a close watch on your Baby Blue’

 

De Nacht

 

De laatste trein rolt binnen en het wordt al stiller hier                 

Daar gaan de laatste stakkers met hun koffers vol papier     

Ik schreeuw 'krijg de tyfus tering' en ik giet me vol met bier       

De dagen kun je krijgen, maar de nacht is niet van jou                             

Want de nacht zit vol met wijven die verrekken van de kou    

En die kijken niet naar mietjes met hun broek in een vouw

Met dat slap geouwehoer van 'schat ik hou van jou'                     

Oh, het donker is m'n deken en de stilte is mijn vrouw                                    

 

In de nacht draait de wereld andersom                             

In de nacht staar ik eenzaam naar de Dom                        

In de nacht wacht ik tot de klokken slaan                                      

Want dan weet ik dat het klootjesvolk weer naar z'n werk zal gaan

 

Ik verrek niet van de honger maar van de eenzaamheid         

En ik zit hier stom te zwijgen met een afgelikte meid              

Die haar dope niet kan betalen en ze zuigt zich uit het krijt    

Met wel honderd geile kerels, maar haar lippen zijn nog rood 

Ze krijst 'geef me nog een lijntje want ik vries hier bijna dood

En m'n kont moet blijven draaien want ik sta twee ruggen rood

Bij die eikel met die bontjas, bij die achterlijke kloot              

Die al m'n gaten volspuit, morgen spuit ik hem vol met lood        

 

En ik wil maar niet dood, geen hond hier die me hoort  

De wereld op een oor, God ik wil dat je me vermoordt    

Want er is niemand in de stad, niemand in dit oord         

Niemand die ooit zeggen zal; 'Ik heb van jou gehoord'   

 

En ik wil maar niet dood …….        

 


 

"NOW IS THE TIME" (1995)

 

I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS

 

You dragged me into this thing that I knew nothing about

It’s a woman song

All those surprises within that I feel nervous about

Being left alone, you never see it coming

 

I can’t believe this, I can not deal with you

I can’t believe this, this is the double truth

I can’t believe this, mad about you

 

Here comes the mystery man that I’ll be raving about

In my woman song

Ain’t it a miracle, son, that I am talking about

She chained his heart and soul and he never saw it coming

 

I can’t believe this, he can not deal with you

I can’t believe this, this is the double truth

I can’t believe this, there must be something new

I can’t believe this, nothing about you that he knew

I can’t believe this, mad about you

 

At the age of sixty five he died on a morning

The night had been cold and it came without warning

The pain that had caused that he could take it no more

So he took all he had in a plastic bag

And he stepped into the rain with an aching head

He accosted some people while begging for a fag

Which wasn’t very easy cause he smelled so bad

But he knew he would get his final cigarette

Before he would shoot the bullet in his head

I can’t believe this

 

SPREADING DUST

 

Dreams of silver failure, dreams of gold

I sleep on someone’s gravestone, maybe I’m getting old

But I feel the summer sun and I feel like mamas son

And it feels like everything has just begun

 

This night is a mystery to me, a sleepy song

A visionary mistress kissed me on my tongue

I dream this to survive, in this dream I’m still alive

And it feels like everything has just begun

 

I’m spreading dust around my shade

A floating substance to create

A clearer sight upon my fate

I’m spreading dust around my shade

Unwritten laws to go by straight

A big black cross through love and hate

I’m spreading dust around my shade

 

She is the see, she is the sun

She is the shadow over everything wrong with me

So come on, shake your troubled mind

Wander clear tonight

Light your torch on everything that’s just begun

 

TURN ME ON

(see “Scarfish love on wings of mojo wire”)

 

SUNNY HOLIDAY

 

Tomorrow my curtains will be down and I’ll be sleeping

I’m sorry, when finally you’re around I’ll be sleeping

I’m a mayfly and I’m sitting on a bomb, I wish I was sleeping

Forget things until the strain has gone, I wish I was sleeping

Could I choose ? You tell me that I could, well turn me loose

 

Hey hey, can anyone explain where a man can simply change

A cloud that’s full of rain for a sunny holiday

 

She’ll call me, thirst thing after dawn, when I’ll be dreaming

She’ll squeeze me or even bang the drum, but I’ll be dreaming

And I’d hold her in my arms in an old romantic bar, I wish I was dreaming

I wanna go to bed, but I’m sitting up instead, I wish I was sleeping

 

All I ever needed is a dream and you can feed it

Show me a place to settle down

No stone or I can heat it, no storm or I can beat it

No way that I could let you down

 

CLEAR

 

It’s clear to me

 

I’m starting to loose, but what can I do

Maybe I could change my old points of view

But all that I knew was all that was here was here for you

Sometimes I just need a little relieve

Sometimes I need you to do something to me

 

Tired but free, starting to feel

Maybe it’s something happening to me

All that I see seems to be real

Maybe it’s something happening to be

Something to last a little longer

Then anything anyone has ever meant to me

 

Maybe this love could make me bleed

So why don’t you show me what you need

Maybe that’s easier to me

 

One thing I know is all I can be

All I can show comes straight back to me

Maybe in love, maybe I’m free

Look up above, the sky comes to me

And I won’t be weak, yes I can be strong

As I can be a freak as I can be wrong

It’s clear to me

 

SHOOT YOUR ARROW

 

Walk a circle with me, walk a lifetime with me

Join me barefoot underneath the endless sky

Drink the bottle with me, drink the whole night on me

Shoot your arrow underneath the question why

 

And it’s all right to take your time

In this night you will be mine

And you will stand this moonlight drive

All by my side

And it’s all right to come my way

Let your light shine night and day

I’ll show you words that you can feel

That I can’t say

 

Bring them roses to me,

Ring them church bells for me

Shoot your arrow deep into this heart of mine

Take this burden off me

Fake them stories for me

I’ll be listening to you till the end of time

 

THE FLY

 

I don’t feel nothing, I just carry on

I don’t know nothing, I just carry on

I don’t know

I don’t sleep lately, I just carry on

I don’t feel nothing, I just carry on

I don’t know

 

See the fly in my system, bring me wisdom

The fly, hit it, kill it, smother it with love

 

If you wanna know than you’ll never know

So hust follow me down

Cause you never know, you might gonna grow

Till I cover you with flowers

 

I don’t sleep lately, I just carry on

 

RED IS BEAUTIFUL

(see”1992”)

 

FAME AND DIGNITY

 

So this is rock’n roll today

Well, it ain’t got a grip on me

Sorry, I just won’t throw my life away

I wanna die with fame and dignity

 

So come on, all you kids in the world

So come on, all lazy rotten would-be’s, crawl out of your holes

Cause I’m lonely just like you

 

I sense cold calculation

While all I want is to be free

You may stone me all through the nation

But I will die with fame and dignity

 

Everybody seems to loose it just a little bit more

Every single day there’s another man dead on the floor

So tell me who’s proving me wrong

Tell me who’s gonna be so strong

Than I wanna be you, I just wanna be you

And I wanna die with fame and dignity

 

DANGER EVEN HERE

 

Life rolls easy in a lower gear

I know I’m running but I’m still not near

I fight a struggle that is stuck in here

I damn the Lord for living alone

I’m feeling ragged and I feel like a stone

It feels like none of us is ever coming home

 

Danger even here and I shiver

 

One step forwards got me further behind

I guess I’m lacking 20th Century mind

I’m stuck with fables and plenty of time

 

Some may love me but I cannot show

Real compassion cause it’s always No

When people get to close to the bone

I’m not home…..

 

Danger even here and I shiver

Long time ago

What I’ve seen is what I’ll dream

 

Mother, carry me home

Danger even here… long gone

 

WHEN THE HEARSE COMES DOWN

 

A shiver glides from the TV screen

On the palest face you’ve ever seen

A shock of daylight kills your queen

When the hearse comes down

 

Little children stay inside

A cold breeze runs through town tonight

Danger’s lurking from outside

When the hearse comes down

 

Run, run, run,

I can almost smell the gun

Run, run, run,

You can call this black car innocent

But there’s always someone missing

After it’s gone

 

I hear my name in a dreadful dream

It’s this black car

In between two white horses

Fresh and clean

There’s a shaddow on this future grave

So I can’t read the dead man‘s name

It’s someone else, not me I pray

When the hearse comes down

 

A million whispers in this yard

It’s more than I can take


 
 "1992" (1993)

 

 THE MAN

 

Time’s just a friend of mine

Time’s not the problem, man

Time’s just something going by

 

Ever since the day I came

I count the days and I count the ways

To get by, to get high

Well man, that’s many ways

 

I’m on my way to become a man

An endless road behind me and one ahead

I’m on my way to become a man

And time is just a friend

 

Time’s just a friend of mine

I won’t run away, I’m doing fine

And freedom’s just a word that you can write

 

Endless are the days of life

And I’ll do my thing, so I survive

I won’t sit and wait  ‘till everything’s allright

 

I’m on my way to become a man

An endless road behind me and one ahead

I’m on my way to become a man

And time is just a friend

 

Hear me lie in setting up a song

Hear me lie as the prodigal son

Hear me lie that a man shouldn’t cry

 

Hear me cry in another sad song

Hear me cry in the morning sun

Hear me cry that a man shouldn’t die

 

Time’s just a friend of mine

Time’s not the problem, man

Time’s just something going by

 

WHAT HAVE YOU GOT IN RETURN

 

What have you got, what have you got in return

 

Here behind my window, where it’s save and narrow

I’ll cry these tears for you

Here in my kingdom,  with candlelights on

I’ll do these songs for you, but what have you got in return

 

Don’t switch the lights on, when you’re in the white room

And I’ll do these songs for you

And I’ll drink on your health and I’ll kill my own self

I can do this all for you, but what have you got in return

 

Here on this graveyard, watch with upper regard

And tell me “ what are you ?”

Have you finally found out, now you can scream your life out

And I’ll cease for you, but what have you got in return

 

You can clap your hands now, we could be such friends now

But is that all that we can feel

Could you express yourself now, or will you point your eyes down

Is that all that you can feel, is that what you got in return…

 

RED IS BEAUTIFUL

 

Day in day out, we have to face the rituals

Of everything we want and eveything we’ll never gain

You to be me, me to be you and everyone together too

 

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night

But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

 

Thinking thing, you’re everything, everything but life

Troubled seas, two enemies and in between a knife

Everything is slippery, but give to me, talk to me on ice

 

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night

But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

 

Carry a gun, point it on me… I won’t run

Carry a gun, shoot it on me…. Red is beautiful

 

Living in spiritual, giving in when time comes thundering

And everything gets nothing when life stops

Filling in the hidden things, ending life with red drops

 

Day in day out, we have to face the rituals

Of everything we want and eveything we’ll never gain

You to be me, me to be you and everyone together too

 

Oh, it hurts, it hurts at dusk, it hurts at night

But it flickers, it’s giving light, shimmering at dawn

 

Carry a gun, point it on me… I won’t run

Carry a gun, shoot it on me…. Red is beautiful

 

COMES A TIME, COMES A LIGHT

 

Tell all the ones whose days are done

Watching you with mighty scorn

You’ve done more then your dad had done

Before the day that you were born

Leave them with a mighty thorn

That’s sharp enough to cry for

 

Remember school is over now

And even if you don’t know how

Make sure that you will stay unbound

And if not so than otherwise

The job that keeps you occupied

Must be damned good enough to die for

 

Many memories to fight, many blue spots in the sky

Comes a time, comes a light, I’m gonna be allright

And if I’ll try with all my might to drag myself through the night

Comes a time, comes a light, I’m gonna be allright

 

And all the girls you fancy well

Try to lure you in their shell

Lighter then the sight of hell

Smaller then a prison cell

Better praise one woman well

If you wanna have someone to hide for

 

I’m looking at a Christmas tree

And I see myself as you see me

Oh Jesus, set my spirit free

I don’t care for what belongs to me

But all the things that I can keep

I’m willing to pay my price for

 

Now watch me sitting in between

The devil and the guillotine

I’ve seen more then you’ll ever see

But I still don’t drive a limousine

Guess life is hard for you and me

Gaining none of all the things that we apply for

 

Enviromental talk is hot

Another president is shot

I hear you masters care a lot

About all the ones the world forgot

I hear you’re worried, well I’m not

There’s many other things that I can cry for

 

HOW LOW CAN YOU GO

 

Watch the beggar on the stairs

Give a coin and he won’t care

About you busking in his home

You’ve got a million worlds to roam

While the woman waits at home

And you’ll find yourself alone

In an old East-Berlin bar

To imagine you’re a star

 

As low as the sky at night

Down and out in the neonlight

Of a station hall near the Berlin wall

How low can you go

 

Am Reichstag, auf’m Ku’dam

An dem Brandenburger tor

He plays his guts out to some tourists

To get some money for a whore

Well how low can you go

For a minute in a show

That is dangerous and unreal

Tell me how does it feel    As low………..

 

And you’re singing furious lyrics

On the rhythm of a train

That is rolling through the city

Gives you shelter for the rain

You allready feel the shivers

You allready feel the pain

Of a chemical obsession

That’s an endless summer rain

Throws you’re heart in the oven

And your power through the drain

How low can you go

If you live your life in vain     As low…..

 

SECTION 29

 

You say you are receiving a feeling deep inside

A holy wisdom in a vision, visiting at night

Well as far as I’m concerned this is wisdom of the wine

So I propose we’d call your vision ‘section 29’

 

In section 29 only spirits are awake

They don’t like alcoholics and they listen to Nick Drake

Well the last thinhg is forgiven, cause me I do the same

But let me have my liquor when I party in the rain

 

There’s too many things you tell me that I don’t like

There’s too many words for just one night

There’s too many things you tell me that I don’t like

Go back to what I’ve called your ‘ section 29’

 

Too much of the good things is too bad for the brain

Believe me I’ve seen many people drive themselves in sane

They come to you and say I am Jesus, I control your mind

Well let me call this mental sickness ‘section 29’

 

A rat is a noble creature, tight on its four feet

The only thing it cares about is garbage it can eat

So if you might run into one, be carefull when you speak

It won’t hear your moral complications and kills you when you’re weak

 

Now what was that you talked about, philosophy eased your pain ?

You shiver in your shoes for the world you’re in today

Now look at what a fool you’ve been to call your dream a name

If science won’t bring any fortune than why should you explain

 

Well I guess this shit will happen again and again

Go leave this place, live your life and take it as a man

You sit and talk as if someone put something in your wine

I guess it’s time we’re leaving ‘section 29’

 

POOR CLARISE

 

She sit on her terrace in a rocking chair

The light of the moon shines on her golden hair

She’s crying over losses that seem all unfair

And the radio is sending old memories in the air

 

Clarise just gets older

Clarise counts the days going by

Clarise now recalls what they had told her

And know she knows that all her lovers lied

 

She knows she gave her best years to chimeras

First class dreamers they were

And every time they lured her in her mazes

With lovesongs, poems and furs….      Poor Clarise

 

She was seventeen when Terry was her lover

She replaced for him his shots of heroine

And Gerald was a banker from the country

When his wife went out he called her in

And Robert was her lover who had children

But he never gave her children of her own

And no one ever made it just to stay with her

Now she’s frightened to get old all alone

 

Clarise has been waiting all night

In the way she has waited all her life

For someone who would just come by

To say “ Clarise, you’re beautiful tonight” Poor Clarise….

 

SOMETHING MISSING IN ME

 

She says "my life is a mess, nothing less, nothing more"

Let me sigh on her wings for a while

She tries to forget all that's said and all that's done

Let me ask her one more time

Is it a man you desire or just a dream that you lie

Is it something I could be all the time

 

And she answers all ceasing,

but her looks they are teasing me

Like there's something I can't see

Like it's got to be there's something missing in me

 

She takes what she sees without ever asking please

 I know it's just something in her way

And she grows in her grieve while she tries to believe

All men are just thieves in her game

But tonight as she can't sleep, she falls down on her knees

Praying 'Lord, send an angel on my way'

 

 DONE IT ALL WRONG

 

Many times I wonder, sitting in my chair

About everything I’ve done, though never much too long

And every time I stop to think, there’s music in the air

And it seems to me I’ve done it all wrong

 

I’ve gotta find me work, though I know it’s hard to find

So I get myself together with a song

Oh, I don’t wanna find me work it is twisting in my mind

And it seems to me I’ve done it all wrong

 

Say to me, say to me, tell me I’ve done it all right

Say to me, say to me, it’s just another mix up in my mind

 

The one you consider young is mostly very old

And the one you consider old is mostly young

Mixed up between both of them, my skin allready sold

It seems to me I’ve done it all wrong

 

Many times I”ve asked myself “tweedly tweedly dum”

Many time I’ve asked myself “ where do I belong”

The sky turns grey and you could say my feelings are getting numb

And it seems to me I’ve done it all wrong